panic, indeed

where to begin. geese.
it was supposed to be an amazing night.
it was just a.. fine night.
omg. it was kinda obvious that you had to take it with you.
it was like a bit non-sense right?
and HE had to be there. wearing a disguise. was he trying to avoid reality?
was he trying to avoid me?
i bet he was, making out with anyone. taking part in threesomes.
hell yeah, that was a fine night, wasnt it?


(I WANTED TO BE UP THERE!)

the city sleeps in flames

ive got nothing left to prove
and i will live with my regret.
id give you everything if there was something left-

anachronism

behold the world's worst accident




today.

losing it

if you fxck me it means you love me.




right?

nonsense

nothing is making sense!
but, still, im happy :] back home right?

premonicion

she didn't choose this role, but she'll play it and make it sincere



so you cry.

torn

illusion never changed into something real.
im wide awake and i can see the perfect sky is torn.

over and over again

fantasy

i met a fox the other day.
when i asked how much he cost, i had to pay.
all of a sudden i brought him home,
he's one hundred kilos dressed in silverchrome.

he's my world, he's so rad,
he's the best ride i've ever had.
he's my light, he's so bad,
and he's the best ride i've ever had.

when i imagine me and him
you that i get a stand-up fur.
i give him oil, i give him gas
and get his seat beneath his ass.
then the turtledoves drive away.

he's secondhand, so what? he's true, he's by my side.
for all i care he's hot, he's a real good ride.
when we go out people stop and stare with jealous minds.
it's ok for me as long as they let him be..
to prevent something like a theft i got him locked around a tree.



(wish he was real)

i wonder what's coming

here i am, once again
im torn into pieces.
can't deny, can't pretend.
just thought you were the one.